Friday, January 17, 2014


Gay and Lesbian People and the Organized Left

 
Part II

 

 
               My examination of the organized left in theory has, in Part I, put forward the best of socialist and communist theory with regard to the causes and origins of gay and lesbian oppression and has stated that this theory is still lacking and problematic when it comes to gay and lesbian justice.   I would now like to examine the organized left in practice, and I will do so by examining it in its manifestation in U.S. political parties, based on my involvement with these parties.  In the domain of practice, one finds more clearly delineated the left's failure on gay and lesbian justice.

               Preliminarily though, I would like to state and briefly discuss several observations about the organized left in the U.S. with regard to gay and lesbian persons, the first of which has been stated otherwise above. These observations, which are fleshed out in the succeeding discussion, are the following: 

 

1- The left is a cover for gay and lesbian people seeking justice on the basis of their oppression qua gay and lesbian people; 

2 - The organized left in the U.S. is homophobic;

3 - The organized left in the U.S. is heteronormative;

4 - The organized left in the U.S. has failed to adequately promote and defend gay and lesbian justice;

5 - Many parties and organizations of the organized left purport to promote gay and lesbian justice while also supporting, endorsing expressly or inexpressly, organizing with, and generally trafficking with anti-gay groups.

 

              The more I have been involved with the organized left over the years, the more I have come to believe that gay and lesbian persons often gravitate to the organized left and join or affiliate with its organs because they, for certain reasons, cannot bring themselves to fight directly for gay and lesbian justice itself.  Thus, the left consists, in its membership, of persons in whom one senses only a second order support for economic injustices, while the true motive of their participation in the organizations of the left is forever left in the closet (again).  The closet of the left may be in some respects a better closet than the closet of liberal society, but, well, ....one does not need any conclusions spelled out here. 

            Ironically, it is ignorance of the left in the majority of L.G.B.T. persons that emerges as one of the foremost reasons why gay and lesbian justice organizations themselves are rarely radical.  Thus, it makes sense that gay and lesbian persons who are radically oriented would seek out leftist organizations, even as these organizations give us short shrift.  Radical and revolutionary gay justice organizations have also been reduced in number due to the sustained and successful drive by the neoconservatives to undermine the bases of progressivism. This effective campaign on the part of the ultraright also leads to a situation in which leftist organizations can attempt to exculpate themselves for their failures on queer justice by claiming that they first have to worry about staying alive, and that criticizing the left for such a failure is akin to kicking someone when he or she is down.  But the left itself has, (and mostly with good reason), stuck to its principles, and has done so to the point that the left in the U.S. with its petty numbers of adherents, is highly fragmented and factionalized, dividing over what can seem at times to be almost incomprehensibly petty or unclear differences.  One might observe that it is a pity that this moral strictness has not for the most part extended to the question of gay and lesbian justice, though one might be able to think that this would be a more important sticking point or point for the breaking off, disaffiliation from, or  dissolution of leftist organizations than, for example, differences manifested in all the tirades against "Stalinism" or disputes about the exact composition of the revolutionary class.  

            The homophobia of the organized left is perhaps most evident in a tendency it shares with liberal political groups, and that is the problem of the shift of the topic and the shift of the conversation whenever queer justice is brought up. This tendency manifests itself as the evident compulsion to bring in the more general case whenever queer justice starts to come to be addressed.  One can hear the evasion in such statements as "This organization supports equality for all persons" or some such. The reluctance to directly, wholly, and singly address queer justice in itself and at length is also evidenced in the listing of L.G.B.T. rights in lists of things that the given organization supports.  While other topics and problems are given complete focus in their own right, L.G.B.T. questions are most often only brought up with a whole carload of other related questions of justice, and, worse yet, any direct and sole focus on queer justice is done very lopsidedly once a year in June, during what has come to be known as Gay Pride month.

            The heteronormativity of the organized left shows up in many ways, but at the present time perhaps its most salient manifestation is in the manner in which, when it comes to gay and lesbian lives, the left almost instantly de-radicalizes itself, and its various organizations sound less like communist or socialist ones, and more like liberal ones.  In the gay marriage debate, for example, leftist organizations got behind marriage as if it were suddenly unproblematized and suddenly disconnected from its highly pathological historical aspects.  It is as if, when it comes to queer justice, the left gets lazy and its heterosexist and anti-sexual character comes especially to the fore, with all of its delusionality, and liberal frameworks for "liberation" are endorsed with barely a word said on, to take the same example, the unacceptability of marriage as an institution for any free people. 

            Relatedly, the record of the left in promoting gay and lesbian justice is not that of revolutionaries.  While in the era of the Sexual Revolution the left did show itself, in general, to be one of the best friends of gay and lesbian people, its promotion of queer justice was opportunistic and second order, coming as it did on the back of social movements.  In an even earlier generation, it was queer persons such as Harry Hay who supported the left, and not the left who supported queer persons. Sadly too, in still earlier generations it was liberals such as Havelock Ellis and even armchair fascists such as Radclyffe Hall who carried the torch of queer justice, in spite of and alongside communists who were only revolutionaries within a masculinst, heterosexualized world of their own delusions.  The early Soviet Union, as Alexandra Kollontai presciently pointed out, was a masculinist world of relative sterility when it came to the sexual aspects of the social.[1]

            It is again the laudable tendency of the organized left to insist on the importance of having correct interpretations of history and of events and a correct programme which points up more starkly its looseness and laziness when it comes to such austerity in support of queer justice. Here, nary a though is given, it seems, to the thought and history and policy of organizations with which one might enter into cooperative, unifying, or coalitional efforts.  Gay and lesbian persons look with disappointment and the rosters and credentials of those with whom the organized left will traffic, since it is apparent that decisions about such matters are being made in a way that does not give primacy to any given organization's background and record and policy (or lack thereof) on gay justice.  Thus, in the matter of queer justice, tightness of program is out the window, as homophobic after homophobic organization or government or person is invited into group efforts, as long as that organization or government or person has all of its ducks in a row, with the matter of queer justice excepted.[2]

 

 

            In support the foregoing observations, I would like to examine the organized left in the U.S. by briefly reporting here on some of its various political parties and their record on eliminating heteronormativity and on the question of the primacy and adequacy of their promotion of queer justice. Here below I examine seven leftist political parties, all of them parties with which I have had direct experience.

           

 

 

Revolutionary Communist Party

 

            I remember going to a gathering of R.C.P. members and supporters several years ago, when the attack on gay and lesbian people via the "gay marriage debate" was well underway.  I remember being disgusted by the fact that so many of these R.C.P. affiliates were wearing wedding bands, and I was appalled that they could reconcile this with progressivism or with support for queer lives when this "gay marriage debate" was the latest club being used to beat queer persons into degradation, silence, and death.  What was most appalling about this was both the lack of awareness of how abusive this was, and also the typical, preposterous, heterosexist excuse-making that went on when I confronted them with this problem. 

            This typical and highly offensive support of anti-gay institutions on the part of heterosexuals and this typical unwillingness to take any real stands or make any real sacrifices for gay and lesbian lives though, pales in comparison to the R.C.P.'s much more significantly offensive and abusive "position" on gay and lesbian lives.  By 2001 the R.C.P., under the leadership of delusional heterosexist clown Bob Avakian, had "decided" that it had been wrong about homosexuality, and "changed" its "stance" on our lives.  The new and revised position ((as if heterosexuals had the right to take positions on our lives) takes up a common line of heterosexist quackery, that of the idea of "practicing" homosexuality and the concomitant separation of practice from essence, which this new position claims to disavow, even as it uses its language. The new position statement asks, ".....will homosexuality still exist through socialism and communism?"  The stated answer: "Who knows?"[3] 

            R.C.P. can never seem to get to the correct questions, questions like, "Why does heterosexuality exist?", and "Does communism have a future after its dismal failures and loss of credibility in the matter of queerness?"  As my friends and I made clear to R.C.P. members in New York, it is in no way acceptable for heterosexists to just "change positions" and march onward as if everything is now "fixed"; for R.C.P. to ever again have any credibility, Bob Avakian must step down in dishonor and the party must dissolve itself and start over with a total repudiation of its past.  This is another way of saying that, whatever the viability of communism in a thoroughly queer future, R.C.P. will play no legitimate role in it, since everyone knows that neither R.C.P. nor perhaps any other leftist organization is going to make the requisite sacrifices for queer justice and all believe that they can have it both ways and just make reformist amends and changes and continue sailing forward into a heterosexual future. In other words, in the eyes of the organized left, queerness and the injustices committed against gay and lesbian persons are not sufficient grounds alone for revolution from within or for revolution in the society.   Irredeemable, essential, fundamental, and profound errors and abuses are treated as gaffes that can be patched up in the manner of liberal reformism.  So much for the revolutionary integrity of the Revolutionary Communist Party.

 

 

The Party for Socialism and Liberation and the A.N.S.W.E.R. Coalition

 

            The Party for Socialism and Liberation and the A.N.S.W.E.R. Coalition are related in that they both spun off, for officially undisclosed reasons, from the Workers' World Party in 2004.  Workers' World had, in 1959, split from the Socialist Workers' Party. Though the organizations work rather closely together, in my experience the P.S.L. tends to be a much more youthful organization, while a preponderance of the persons at A.N.S.W.E.R. meetings seem to be older persons, many of whom were presumably W.W.P. members at one time.

            An examination of the P.S.L. and A.N.S.W.E.R. on the question of queer justice brings up the question of the feeling and atmosphere of organizations.  One can, on paper, seem to be a pro-gay organization while still giving L.G.B.T. persons that creepy feeling that we get when in heteronormative environments.  This is, especially of late, evidenced in part by the wedding and engagement rings that one sees creepy heterosexuals displaying, displays which put the lie to real revolutionism, which must make social justice primary. 

            At P.S.L. meetings, there is little mention of queer justice per se, even though many young persons come to the P.S.L. first because they are gay, and not because of any clear consciousness of economic injustice or relations.  I can remember one specific P.S.L. meeting where there were, as there often are, some persons in the room with very little knowledge of the left or of the P.S.L.'s thought and program.  One of these was a very young man who spoke up about queer justice and its importance for him and asked for the P.S.L.'s position and philosophy on this.  The speaker at the meeting deferred to another, who referred back, in a manner which indicated that this was a sidetracking of the important questions, to the origins of property relations.  The conversation on queer justice, instead of being encouraged, was muted then, by the tenor and letter of the response, which came from the side and corner of the room, and from backup, as if perhaps the younger speaker were a bit afraid of addressing this issue herself for fear of overemphasis or incorrectness.

            What is typical and yet at the same time odd about the left in general and the P.S.L. specifically, is the fact that each has many gay and lesbian members, and yet the environment at meetings and such is definitely not one which would be described as queer.  In any truly revolutionary organization, one would feel the reverse of what one feels at a P.S.L. meeting; that is, one would feel that  the situation was one in which a queer-identified circle of knowledge or leadership was welcoming in, conditionally, heteronormatives, in a corrective process.  Rather, one feels the reverse: that heterornormatives are welcoming in , conditionally, queer voices and questions.

            To speak briefly about the A.N.S.W.E.R. coalition, let me again call up that creepy feeling in a room of wedding rings, family identifications and centeredness, and the smug opinions of old heterosexuals at the dais.  The social conservatism of the left, evident to me at A.N.S.W.E.R. events, is not the social conservatism of the right, that is, there is little or no little or no pushing and selling of family values, and rather a sort of pretended ignorance of its continued centrality and an attempt in conversations to avoid its valuation, even as wedding bands are worn and queer lives and perspectives and sexuality are buried in silence.  With the significant improvement over right-wing hysteria and desperation about proving the value of family that such leftist groups as A.N.S.W.E.R. evidence and provide, it is no wonder that gay and lesbian people gravitate to these groups, only to be disappointed in other ways. 

            A.N.S.W.E.R., though, is willing to traffic with anti-gay organizations such as the New Black Panther Party, with which they have co-sponsored at least several events.  When confronted with this crime against L.G.B.T. persons, A.N.S.W.E.R. was silent - they refused to ANSWER. 

           

 

 

The Socialist Workers' Party

 

            With very few exceptions, heterosexuals can be trained, with nonrevolutionary training methods, to support queer justice only opportunistically and only so long as it is convenient. Revolutionary reeducation is necessary to go further, and if this is not done,  leftist parties and organizations will continue to take their liberties with history on the backs of queer persons.  This is persistently evident in, for example, the left's refusal to repudiate the Cuban Revolution because of its crimes against gay persons.  There is no other way: the Cuban Revolution must be fully repudiated and discredited, and revolution in Cuba must begin again with a repudiation of Castro and his legacy. 

            The Socialist Workers' Party supports the Cuban Revolution and Fidel Castro.  A brief analysis of an article that ran in the Socialist Workers' Party's primary newspaper The Militant in 2012 is very instructive regarding the issues in the ongoing and delusional support of this "revolution" with anti-gay origins, the lines of which continue.[4] This article covers the May, 2012 visit to the U.S. of Mariela Castro Espín, director of Cuba's National Center For Sex Education, and daughter of Fidel Castro. During visits to San Francisco's Gay and Lesbian Center, the New York Public Library, and elsewhere, Castro made even the liberal-reformist idea of an apology by the Cuban government for its disgusting heterosexist masturbation posing as revolutionary action and mobilization (i.e. the exclusion of gay men from service to the revolution and the promotion of their denigration, sequestration, and sidelining) as ridiculous.  Much less an option then, one can presume, would be the queer revolutionary demand, not for an apology, but for Fidel Castro and the revolution to repudiated completely and disgraced thoroughly.  Instead, issuing from Cuba and from Mariela Castro was the common reformist idea that it was acceptable for old white heterosexuals just to "take responsibility" verbally for their crimes against us, while suffering nothing for them.  Once again, when it comes to queer justice, the left suddenly turns into a liberal-reformist political movement and revolutionism goes right out the window. 

            Worse than this and yet somehow more honest, was S.W.P.'s former open opportunism with regard to queer justice.  The S.W.P. decided that supporting queer justice per se was a distraction from its program and goals, and that it would "narrow its appeal, and cripple its ability to mobilize the masses on political questions."[5]  Queer persons then are again (and again, and again, and again) expendable when it comes to the onward march of workers' revolution.  The mythology and mysticism of the worker as the only or primary vehicle of revolution (even doctrinaire and nonrevisionist Marxists question this and discuss its centrality and relevance), no matter what his or her consciousness, or lack thereof, dictates, has exposed again the problem of pretending that the revolution cannot be co-opted by the right on a social basis.  To look again to The Militant, a newspaper I was thrilled to look for and sometimes find on the streets of New York as a young gay man and developing communist, even if we could somehow overlook the ultra-insulting piece lauding the Castros and their nepotistic self-apologetics, we find this  mysticization of the working class's social authority in an even more recent issue:  "These results [of ballot measures in four U.S. states which overturned anti-gay marriage laws] reflect changing attitudes within the working class, striking a blow to a form of prejudice and strengthening workers'...capacity to be the standard bearers in the fight against all forms of discrimination."[6]  This way of putting the developments, aside from the fact that, again, revolutionaries turn into instant reformists when it comes to queer justice, adopting the liberal idea that the heterosexual regime's marriage institution is good for queer persons also, paints the workers as having been a legitimate vehicle of  communist revolution even before their "attitude" changed (into a liberal bourgeois one!), that is, when they were just another group of social reactionaries with heterosexist delusions.  Let's imagine the reverse scenario as dialectical antipode to homophobia:  heterosexuality and heterosexuals under vicious attack by all classes as a result of developments linked to the history of production. With this as an unfolding and necessary dialectical moment in the history of the forces of production, will the left have the courage of its own historical convictions, the courage to name such an unfortunate turn of events as a necessary contradiction of capital's machinations?

           

 

 

 

 The International Communist League

 

            Here it is valuable to reiterate two positions of gay revolutionism. One is that there is no going back, no redemption, for parties and groups which have changed their minds, positions, or understandings of homosexuality.  To allow for such whitewashing of fundamental errors, abuses, and crimes would be reformist, and, more importantly, would set gay and lesbian persons in very poor stead, to say the least, for the future. What this kind of attempts to escape full culpability and to pay the penalty do is to establish a never ending cycle of reformist correctives to the same abuses.  When no one suffers any loss whatsoever for his or her crimes against queer freedom and justice, abuses and heterosexist delusions will only take on new guises and aspects, and even come around again in their former guises, and sometimes even in more virulent ways. 

            The second position to reiterate is that any left-wing organization which has not problematized heterosexuality itself cannot stand as a true revolutionary organization. Heterosexuality has been so full of delusionality in its history, and heterosexuals so easily confused, duped, and ready to go along with the agendas of social conservatives, that it must be itself considered one of the foremost repositories of false consciousness, and problematized politically per se.  No party or group who has not done this in a serious and fundamental way could be considered revolutionary. 

            The International Communist League is of course eager to bury its embarrassing past, in which it was the donkey of bourgeois conservatives' ideological baggage, of formulations such as the idea that homosexuality is a lifestyle.  Like typical, ever-delusional and self-absorbed (yet uninteresting) heterosexuals, the I.C.L. parroted this grotesque stupidity, making it part of its reasoning, both internally and externally.[7] Like many Trotskyist groups, the I.C.L. tries to disguise its ugly heterosexist past by using a common trope of left-heterosexist apologetics, one especially common among parties and organizations spun off from the S.W.P., that of the "Trotsky good/Stalin bad" message, which assumes that the matter of the left's sad record on queer justice is settled by explaining that Stalin and supporters of Stalinism are an unfortunate deviation from true revolutionism.  Not wanting to be left out (again) of a revolutionary movement, the Red Flag Union (originally the Lavender and Red Union), an organization formed in criticism of the left's positions on gay justice, decided to buy into this mythology and join forces with the I.C.L., ending its own existence and effectively erasing its critical and separatist position.  In doing so, of course, the R.F.U. had to swallow the I.C.L.'s patronizing correction, disguised as a welcome but looking to those with eyes to see like a donkey talking.  The donkey, as bourgeois social conservatism's baggage carrier, of course put this correction in the language of its de facto masters, describing the R.F.U. as "gay lifestylist".   

            Finally, while the I.C.L./Spartacists are to be lauded for their refusal to fall into the anti-pedophilia hysteria created by the neoconservatives and their flunkies, the end result, practically and in reality, of interactions and liaisons with I.C.L. members is found most relevantly in that feeling that one gets when in their presence. It is not a feeling of being in an environment where queer is the norm, but rather one of being in a heteronormative social milieu, one in which heterosexuals are permitted to have opinions about queer lives and queer freedom, but with these opinions being issued from a heteronormative comfort zone, rather than the other way around, as is revolutionarily necessary.

 

 

 

 

The Committee for a Unified Independent Party and related organizations

 

            The Committee for a Unified Independent Party, IndependentVoting.Org, and The Social Therapy Group are all names for elements of a constellation of organizations which changes over time in terms of names and organizational bodies, but behind which are the postmodern leftists led by the late Fred Newman, Lenora Fulani, Jacqueline Salit, and others.  They are very different from the left as its generally known, because of their desconstructionist base and approaches, and yet they are clearly after extremely progressive goals and in fact are of the left economically, politically, and socially.  The groups under this changing umbrella, unlike the rest of the left, are groups which are willing to operate politically using the same kind of cynical politics of co-optation, use, opportunistic coalitions, and so forth.  These tactics have served them rather well at a time when the left has been floundering. 

            The group is pro-gay in a rather sterile, desexualized way, which is not altogether unattractive, and yet which is also ironically more typical of the modernist left, which has often seemed frigid and sexually austere.  Despite this, the various groups of this constellation are expressly pro-gay, though they are willing to traffic with anti-gay monstrosities and clowns like Patrick Buchanan.  The fact that they do so at all is, on the one hand, insulting, and on the other, considering the fact that they clearly do not respect such people and do consider them clowns, almost refreshing in that they are using right-wing monstrosities and liberal jackasses as pawns in their postmodernist-leftist game.  The cynicism of this position is problematic though when considered in the context of queer history.  Historically, queer lives have been forced to go underground, forced to represent themselves through subterfuge and dissimulation, and a significant part of the gay movement was about being freely honest and completely open.  Seen in the light of this history, the C.U.I.P politics of subterfuge can seem all too familiar, and contrary to the spirit of queer justice. 

            The sterility of the group is something that, though not making queer voices and persons invisible, does not allow for the voluptuousness that one finds in organizations that have been founded closer to home, that is, in organizations that have been founded qua queer organizations. I remember a liaison with one member of the C.U.I.P. group who spent a night in bed with me tripping out on a homepsun pharmaceutical industry drug cocktail. Even though there is no blame or problem residing in this kind of situation itself in the view of the group, there is perhaps a problem in the fact that such affairs are not spoken about openly in politically strategic or informative meetings, and this silence and sequestration on the subterranean life of queer voluptuousness and desire for bliss seems to me to be a part of a kind of heteronormative puritanism, even if such a puritanism is sometimes established or perpetuated by queer persons themselves.  In queer organizations, even some non-radical ones, there is much more of an authentic mixture of such party and sex stories and even an incorporation of them into the general economy of the strategic political, sometimes in the form of anecdotes, sometimes otherwise.  The converse sterility which C.U.I.P. et al. evidence can be problematic on its own, but when combined with the fact that postmodernism, the school of thought that forms the group's theoretical and even tactical base, has been a mode of thought which has tended to erase gayness as a stable and coherent identity, is more problematic.  For all of the deconstruction and reconstruction of identity that postmodernist thought has brought about, it has not helped improve queer lives in their actual political and economic circumstances. Rather, it has provided merely a way to make a game or party of oppressed identities, without removing the roots of oppression.  An ever-present danger in postmodern thought and its actualizations, is the pretended overcoming of abuse and oppression, when in fact only a petit-bourgeois and academically removed and playful, artful gloss has been put on these abuses and oppressions, allowing queerness to seem more authentic because this playfulness with identity has been prominently claimed or even created by queers (e.g. Michel Foucault, Judith Butler). 

             A final problem with the constellation of groups which I here place under the C.U.I.P. rubric, is something they share with other groups, and this is their problematic support of anti-gay organizations in the black community, at the expense of queer justice.  One can name for example a positive and supportive relationship with the thoroughly preposterous and thoroughly, irredeemably anti-gay Nation of Islam, and the C.U.I.P. group has supported the anti-gay African Union.  In attempting, like other groups, to grasp onto anything that seems authentically black and grassroots and that seems to have radical potential in a world where liberalism-manufactured churchgoing, civil, and civil rights-supporting black Americans are the unfortunate mainstay of black progressivism, C.U.I.P. looks for radical authenticity, but at the expense of gay and lesbian persons.  Even if such a cynical politics can be argued to be ultimately in our favor, can we abide the means and avenue to such as it treats (once again) queers as expedient?   Briefly put, the answer is no. 

 

 

 

Freedom Socialist Party

 

            The Freedom Socialist Party is one of the best of the leftist parties I have been involved with on the score of queer justice.  The party was founded with and on express statements of queer justice and the feeling one gets at F.S.P. and Radical Women events and gathering is not one of a heteronormative organization reaching out to gay and lesbian people, but one lead by gay and lesbian persons and one which has achieved healthy social environment and culture within for the most part.

            The foremost problems with the Freedom Socialist Party are that it supports the irredeemably anti-gay Cuban Revolution and that it refuses to make queer justice central and primary in its propaganda and communications, but rather always feels a need to include any mention of queer justice in a list of injustices (e.g. statements about F.S.P.'s support of justice for black, for Native Americans, for women, for the homeless, and for L.G.B.T. persons), as if queer justice just were not worth fighting for per se, and as if promoting queer justice per se would somehow offend or alienate somone (whom, one wonders might be the offended or slighted party....could it be....heterosexuals?).  It's funny that on the left all other oppressions are dealt with rhetorically in and of themselves, and no one feels a need at all turns to include them in their relational context every time they are mentioned.  Whenever gay justice is mentioned, however, you can bet that other injustices will be thrown in alongside it, and one can sense the fear and aversion to addressing queer justice per se.  There is also present in F.S.P. an old-fashioned conservatism with regard to queerness which shows up in its desexualization and sometimes in heteronormativization.  For example, F.S.P. members might attend a wedding and show support for a person's decision to get married (marriage is inevitably heteronormative) but the organization would not sponsor a gay sex party.  I remember seeing one F.S.P. associate at an underground gay sex venue, where he asked me not to tell other members that he had been there.  In short, gay shame is still running through F.S.P.'s sexual conservatism and asexuality, as vestiges of the old austerity-as-masturbation communist puritanism. 

            As another party within the lineage of spinoffs from the S.W.P., alas, the F.S.P. also has the heritage of the S.W.P. too present times within it to the extent that the F.S.P. has failed to adequately or radically repudiate the S.W.P. repeatedly and specifically on the matter of queer justice, oddly seeming to have done so more apparently early on in its life, and less so later.  Staking a party's or organizations life on the repudiation of anti-gay abuse and heteronormative bias is now the precondition for revolution and for the continued existence of the left.            

            All this said, F.S.P. is still far above other organized leftist organizations on the measure of queer justice when one considers both its letter and spirit, and the F.S.P./Radical Women is the only party with which I have been involved where the very important feeling that one gets in the presence of comrades is not one of heteronormativity, but rather one of a queer normativity, to the degree that I have had it explained to me politely that certain persons at F.S.P. meetings were not queer in terms of sexual orientation, with this kind of explanation being necessitated by  the environment of the F.S.P. being something closer to the revolutionary necessary presupposition of queerness of identity and politics. 

            Time and again though, queer persons come to me with the reservation about F.S.P. that it seems too weak.  I hear frequently that the name, the symbols, the propaganda, the rhetoric, the events, are too weak to inspire those (especially young) queer persons who are looking for fire, anger, and majesty in a leftist party or organization.  Here one wishes for the unification of revolutionary fire, queer anger, and communist organization and philosophy, and for the placement of extreme radicalism onto queerness.  This kind of attitude in these persons who are desirous of more fire on the basis of queer justice though, critical and dismissive as it is, is actually an indication that, if the left revolutionizes itself in the name of queer justice, it can be redeemed. 

 

 

 

Other Parties Which Purport To Be Of The Left

 

 

Following is a list of parties which purport to be of the left and with which I have had some direct experience, but which I do not actually consider to be so, since they support, endorse, and show respect the Democratic Party and other bourgeois politicians.  

 

 

 

The Workers World Party/International Action Center

 

 

 The Socialist Party  (S.P. - U.S.A.)

 

 

Communist Party of the United States  (C.P.U.S.A.)

 

 

 

 

Conclusion: 

 

            Both the most outrageous and the most necessary thing that needs to be said to the left is that Gay and Lesbian Justice is prior in importance to economic justice and to economic class justice. We have supported the left in various ways even as the left has tried hard to fit us into its theories, and, when it did so, has fit us in in the typical heterosexist way, that is, derivatively and secondarily, and then only when social forces conspired to force it to do so.  

            Origins are not the only determinant of primacy. What is important is motivation toward justice - undoing the origins of the oppression of an oppressed class cannot be the only or the primary focus of the fight for justice.  Thus, a primary focus on the origins of such things as private property and the elements of various stages in the history of the forces of production cannot be the basis of social liberation.  The social, psychological, and political aspects of human life as they relate to more purely economic forces must be addressed primarily and in their own right as reified and central aspects of human existence. The left's failure at dealing with these aspects in a primary way has allowed it to excuse itself from many battles and has begotten a situation where the left is for gay and lesbian persons primarily a cover under which we seek justice on the basis of our oppression qua gay and lesbian people, a cover which forces us still to hide our real emotions and real sense of justice, albeit on a higher level of justice.  This higher level of justice though is still not justice, and no adjustments to the left will ever be adequate to address its failures.  Only a revolution on the left in the name of queer justice will make the left acceptable as a vehicle for queer justice, and only with such a revolution, a revolution which will be painful and repudiative and yet liberatory and uplifting, will the left survive and be given social credibility. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 




[1] Kollontai advocated 'free love' as a communist, and long before the Sexual Revolution.  See Farnsworth, Beatrice.  Alexandra Kollontai. Socialism, Feminism, and the Bolshevik Revolution Stanford, CA:  Stanford University Press, 1980, p. 36 et passim.
[2] A notable example, though not discussed herein because of my lack of direct involvement with the organization, is the Freedom Road Socialist Organization (frso.org) which, in 2013, publicly congratulated the preposterous anti-gay thug and embarrassing political charlatan Robert Mugabe and the ZANU-PNF on their election win, which occurred under manipulation and duress.  Mugabe has waged a thirty-three year war on L.G.B.T. persons in Zimbabwe, in the most crude fashion possible.  With typical heterosexist ignorance and blundering lackeyism, Freedom Road falls over itself to congratulate a murderous anti-gay monster, who just a month before had threatened to behead gay persons. See the Freedom Road website statement of August 3, 2013 on the website's Statements page (http://frso.org/about/statements/2013/frso_congratulates_mugabe.htm)
[3] Revolutionary Communist Party.  'On the Position of Homosexuality in the New Draft Programme'   Position Paper.  Revolution, 2001. Reprinted without issue date. (http://revcom.us/margorp/homosexuality.htm)
[4] Stone, Betsy, and Martín Koppel.  'Mariela Castro Speaks in U.S. on Rights of Women and Gays'  The Militant Vol. 76, No. 24 (June 18, 2012), p. 1.
[5]  Shepard, Barry.  'Continuing the Discussion' in Thorstad, David,  Gay Liberation and Socialism.  Documents From the Discussion of Gay Liberation Inside the Socialist Workers' Party 1970-1973. Part II  (1976), n.p  Published at Internet Archive (https://archive.org/details/GayLiberationAndSocialismDocumentsFromTheDiscussionsOnGayLiberation_120).
[6] Studer, John.  'Gay Rights Referenda Votes Register Gains For Working Class'  The Militant, Vol. 76, No. 43 (November 26, 2012), p.1.
[7] 'Homosexual Oppression and the Communist Program'  Workers Vanguard No. 172  9 September 1977 (Excerpt reprinted at International Communist League Website - http://www.icl-fi.org/english/wv/1004/homosexual-oppression.html)

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Mr. Akers

Mr. Akers

          Mr. Akers lived across the street from me when I was ten years old. My friend Max and I loved to visit Mr. Akers. We would sit on the front porch with him and he would tell us stories about the early European immigrants to America, and about Native Americans. Mr. Akers always had an impressive perspective on the European immigration, especially for a working class man. Though he was proud of being able to trace his ancestry to early European settlers, he had a deep respect for the Native Americans and did not shy away from telling of the atrocities that these settlers committed against them. I think that Mr. Akers's wife might have been Native American. She had dark yet reddish skin, and a fierce yet tender look in her eyes as she drove away to go to work wearing the smart uniform of a security officer, complete with militaristic cap, gold pins, and navy blue skirt. The times when we would talk to Mr. Akers were usually times when his wife was away at work, and she seemed to leave for work in the late afternoon.
         My relationship with Mr. Akers was one that seemed very natural and smooth, and, though it sounds simplistic and trite, what I remember feeling most about it was its rightness. My time with Mr. Akers felt like my entree into the world of adult discussions and pleasures, and with him I felt accepted as an adult. He never treated me like a child, and this was immensely satisfying. Our many discussions were long and intelligent, and Mr. Akers was a wonderful teacher of history. In this world of comfort and adulthood there sometimes intruded a danger in the form of my father, who seemed to come looking for me and summoning me too often when I was in my happy world of escape with Mr. Akers, attempting to bring me back to a world of punition and control. I was jealous of my friend Max since he was able to spend more time with Mr. Akers than was I, since he had successfully managed to live that more enchanted and forbidden adult life that seemed so much more right and so smooth, partly by virtue of the fact that his parents were less obtrusive than mine. Even when Max's parents did try to rein him in, he insulted them angrily and refused. Max seemed to be less afraid of punishment by his parents than I was. I remember feeling that my father's coming to take me away from the company of Mr. Akers felt so wrong.
         Our three way relationship seemed to settle into the roles of friend and sage on the part of Mr. Akers and lieutenant of the sage for Max. I played the most junior role in the relationship, and Max would regale me with stories of his times spent with Mr. Akers when I could not be there, and hold special stories back from me, making me implore, cajole, and practice some subterfuge to get them out of him. I remember that once Max told me that Mr. Akers had given him a splendid resume of his attractive, masculine, and mysterious wife, singing her praises and also telling him that he thought she was a lesbian. I was very excited by this but also chagrined and jealous not to be a senior confidant of Mr. Akers and not to be able to spend as much time with him as Max. His wife was also, to my consciousness, another wonderful and mysterious asset of the world of Mr. Akers, one that we might one day be able to discover more directly.
          Most of our time with Mr. Akers was spent on the front porch of his duplex. The porch sat well above the lawn level, and Mr. Akers would sit in an old-fashioned metal lawn chair while Max and I would usually sit on the ground or on the concrete ledge of the porch, talking, listening, and observing the neighborhood. Sometimes though, we would spend time inside Mr. Akers's house, which always seemed dark. Going inside felt especially exciting, and when we first spent time inside Mr. Akers's house, I felt that I had reached a new level of privilege. The house contained quite a few objets d'art and wall hangings and mementos of travels and careers, and Mr. Akers would take down objects and show them to us, telling stories about them and their provenance. I remember being both eager for the stamp of adulthood and adult seriousness that these stories and questions represented, and yet also impatient with a vague energy and a vague yet strong desire for more. I felt that I wanted to live every adventure and every kind of life represented in these humble objects, and my impatience and energy often spilled over into silliness and lines of questioning derailed by my hyperromanticism, which then seemed to solidify my place as junior in the relationship's rank order, as Max and Mr. Akers were always more serious and more reasoned in their conversation than I could manage to be.
          The excitement and feeling of moving upward in knowledge and adult experience were partly the result of the fact that Mr. Akers never seemed too eager or too fast in the growth of the relationship, but would rather gradually reveal new and more hidden, more adult things to us. Mr. Akers himself, though having no airs of magicianship or mysticality, and in fact being very unpretentious and understated in his manner and attire (he wore a crew cut and black frame glasses, and dressed simply, yet with class, always buttoning his shirts all the way up and wearing a t-shirt underneath), allowed for the magic of discovery, and he seemed to be a master of allowing the process of becoming more privy to the freedoms and pleasures of adult life to be a paced one. One of the next steps into the exciting realm of freedoms and possibilities that Mr. Akers brought to our lives was his going into the tops and backs of closets to pull out objects, often wrapped in cloth or tissue to further indicate their special status. He showed us statues that were acquired in the course of a life that seemed like a grand adventure, even if it had been the not-too-unusual life of a man of modest means. The grand adventure was really the forbidden privileges of adult life. I remember being moved and almost frightened by the mysteriousness of the some of the wooden statues in the closets that Mr. Akers would pull down and unwrap, pacing his words as he did so, creating anticipation, and putting my already hungry and romantic mind into a dither.
         I was feeling such natural and excited feelings about the relationship between Mr. Akers and Max and myself, and I remember that when these feelings came to occur within the sexualization of the relationship, it seemed that I already knew that this was to come, yet I could not articulate it. This movement seemed so natural and right, and I already knew somehow inside that all of my desire was imbued with sexuality and sexual energy. I remember that one day Max brought up in our discussions, by way of continuing to secure his rank in the trio, a fact that had come up naturally in a discussion between Max and myself, and this was the fact that, while Max could already ejaculate, I could not (Max was almost a year older than I).  I had already been having orgasms by this time, but without ejaculation, and I was happy and not too surprised to have learned from Max that he was having orgasms also. I did, however, feel worried and inferior when Max described the semen coming out of his penis during these orgasms, calling it a "male period". I thought that there was something wrong with me perhaps because I was not yet getting my male period, and I was eager for this further indication of adulthood. Mr. Akers received this news about my deficiency as smoothly as he received anything else that we brought up, and told me, without making humor of it, that this event would come in time, and that there was nothing wrong with me.
         Sometime after this Mr. Akers began to sometimes walk around the house in our company with his fly unzipped. I felt no fear from this directly and it was not at all off-putting to me, yet I felt anticipation and uncertainty as to what it meant and as to how I should behave - my fear was of not seeming to know what I should do. Max of course, much more outwardly sexual and mature than I, superciliously told me to just do the same as Mr. Akers was doing, and not to tell anyone about our private freeform style. Max began to strut his stuff around Mr. Akers's house with his fly open also, but I remember feeling shy about doing so, and then further foolish because of my reluctance. Somehow though, in spite of my unwillingness to walk around with my fly open, I was much less afraid to pee with the bathroom door open, which was Mr. Akers's next suggestion, though he made it at a later date. I remember that as I stood peeing at the toilet in Mr. Akers's bathroom with the bathroom door open and Mr. Akers and Max as my audience, my attitude turned from one of reluctance and shyness to one of pride and acceptance as Mr. Akers and Max complimented my body. I started to feel like I wanted to stay there and continue to show them my assets, but they seemed to be interested mainly insofar as this was an exercise in getting me to relax and come to their level of sexual knowledge and comfort, and presently told me to pull my pants up and come into the kitchen to have some Kool-Aid.
        As our friendship with Mr. Akers continued, my father's interruptions seemed more and more importunate, and I felt more distanced from the relationship as a result, while Max seemed to be able to spend more time than ever in the company of Mr. Akers. One day when Max and I were together without Mr. Akers, Max told me that he wanted to try something with me, something that he had been talking to Mr. Akers about. Max described our getting into certain body positions in relation to one another. I understood that I was to get onto all fours and move my buttocks downward and backward in a certain fashion, with Max behind me, but I didn't completely understand the positioning, and I told Max that I did not see the point of getting into these positions. There had already by this time been placed into my head a heteronormative idea of lovemaking that involved a man and a woman facing one another, though in my mind at that time, the man-and-woman position somehow involved both facing one another and kneeling. I had been told by my mother that men and women make love because it feels very, very good, and I understood for whatever reason that this lovemaking and feeling very, very good, looked different than what Max was proposing, though I also felt somehow that he was proposing lovemaking. I had no objection whatsoever to being naked and in certain positions with Max, I merely felt that this would not achieve very, very good feelings because I had been told that that which did so was something different. Although I felt indifferent to women sexually, I simply thought that this mixed sex positioning that my mother had described to me was the correct procedure for producing the very, very good feeling. Max didn't make too big a deal of my lack of comprehension and lack of desire to get into the Akers position, but he did, as might be expected from a senior lieutenant, show his feeling that I was not yet advanced enough in the Akers Mysteries to rise in rank in the relationship.
            My father's interruptions continued, and Mr. Akers's wife took a different job, one in which she worked both different and fewer hours, and thus my time with Mr. Akers was slowly diminished, and I felt like perhaps I had done something wrong. I was angry and I wanted to continue our relationship, but my father eventually discouraged my going to Mr. Akers's house to such a degree that it was an effective prohibition. Meanwhile, Max and I, in our energetic and eager adolescence, continued to explore the possibilities and freedoms of impending adult life.  Sometime after Mr. Akers was cut out of my life by the forces of heterosexual family security, Max and I began to get naked together. I remember watching Max's penis closely as he squeezed out globs of goo from it, always ready with tissues to clean it up. My junior lieutenancy in the Akersian Mysteries was thus continuing even though our mentor was no longer much in my life, since I continued to be more shy and unknowing than Max for a long time even as our naked adventures continued. We got naked more and more often, and Max made a container that he filled with cotton and into which he would stick his penis and move it until he ejaculated as I watched closely. Eventually Max asked to put his penis under my arm and between my thighs to see if this could produce an ejaculation, but I was still shy and reluctant. One night when I was spending the night at Max's house, and during a time when I had been getting more warm to our developing sexual relationship, even up to the point where, that night, I was on the verge of allowing anal penetration, Max's older brother walked into his room unannounced when Max and I were on his bed together naked and en flagrante. Hearing the door knob turning, I had jumped and flown through the air in an attempt to quickly get off of Max's bed and into my sleeping bag. Max's brother got an eyeful of me, naked and in mid-air, before I slid into my sleeping bag. Max's brother not only interrupted the Akersian rites but also took Max out of the room for what seemed like an interminable time. When Max returned from what was a long chiding and interrogation, he was sullen and distant, and we merely went to sleep. The heterosexist family police had struck again.
          Gradually, two things happened simultaneously after this. One was that Max got over the chiding and shaming by his brother. With his wild and defiant spirit, he led the resumption of the Akersian rites. As time went on however, my interest in the rites began to be less experimental and less a result of my yearning for adult mysteries, and more directly and purely a passion and lust. Some time fairly soon after this, I noticed that Max began to lose his interest in the Akersian rites, and eventually he even came to repudiate them. Max began to talk more about girls, and less about my body, and we began to be less and less physically close when we were naked together, eventually merely masturbating together but separately. As my interest in adult freedoms and mysteries turned to passion for the nude encounter itself, and then into unadulterated gay sexual lust, Max was turning outward. The first lieutenant was defecting, while the second remained loyal. Max was becoming a heterosexual.
         As time went on, I continued to pursue the exciting world of adult freedoms such as intelligent conversation and the development of a sexual persona, and Max and I continued to be friends, though more distantly, since my family had moved away. Mr. Akers was rather out of sight and out of mind with all of the new developments coming my way - junior high school, swimming team practices, working on getting straight A's and making honor rolls, smoking in the boys' room, and a growing sense of peer popularity and its value. I suppose that Mr. Akers settled into the pleasures that life with his wife and in the old lower middle class neighborhood afforded, perhaps with no one else to talk to about history and war and art. Max told me that he ceased to really see Mr. Akers, except to say hello, but Max and I would reminisce about Mr. Akers, always fondly and respectfully, though these reminiscences also included all of the aspects of the old neighborhood and its denizens. We were probably moved by the predominant culture of heterosexist disapproval to simply put Mr. Akers into a context in which he was merely another item of interest and amusement in life's rich pageant. 


          As I look back now on Mr. Akers and my time with him after having lived a fair stretch of adult life, I feel a longing for a closer relationship with him. I wish that I could have known that, with "adulthood" come not only freedoms, but also the constant harassment and policing of heteronormativity. I see Mr. Akers now as a wonderful man, a friend and mentor and educator, one with whom I would have like to have had a long and varied relationship. I somehow feel that if Mr. Akers, Max, and I had been able to continue our friendship without the intrusions of the security forces which try to corral "adulthood" into a conceptual admixture of cynicism and heteronormativity, and which try to make it the only proper place for sex, I would have benefited so much from having this intelligent and gentle man as a part of my life. Mr. Akers must be long since dead now, and Max has adopted the mantle of heteronormative life, though in one reunion as adults he did again admire my body suggestively. On this occasion, I decided not to take the opportunity to bring Max back to the Akersian mysteries one more time. I was too angered by what I felt was his treason, cowardice, and falsity. I felt he no longer deserved the Akersian imprimatur and ecstacies. I was angry at myself though, too, as I looked out over the landscape of life. Perhaps I could have changed things had I not been so accepting of heterosexist lies about life and sex and love. I loved Mr. Akers, and I love him even more now. I mean that in every way imaginable.
I love you Mr. Akers.
But I only wish I would have loved you better. 
If I had to do it over again Mr. Akers, I would have sucked your penis.



(The above is a true story from my life. Names have been changed to protect persons mentioned and their memories from the Family Values Police)